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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

"Every day is ugly without you"

Sometimes, all you need to cheer you up is a dash of ska. Just saying. So, as it turns out, we are adding another roommate to the mixture next year. It's really looking like it's going to happen. Crazy. I was looking up some classes and such today...there are things I actually want to take. Ah!

But yes, so here I am, sitting in the JC during this here finals week. I'm pretty much done, I have to is listen to some presentations tomorrow, unfortunately, at eight in the morning. Death. This blog really has no point except to throw up some random thoughts that are in my head. So, going back to PCC, one of the thing that caught my eye was that they have this two year interior design program. It's like one of the only ones you can get through a community college. This made me think, "why didn't I come here right away after high school?" And I know what that reason is. The reason is that God was calling me to be as Cascade. I have grown a lot. I have become my own person and stepped out of the shadows I was living in. I had to be me, there was nothing else to hind behind. Guess what? Life didn't end. I gained some amazing friends. Plus, in the midst of that, I found a sisterhood that brought me so close to God.

And now I'm leaving that?

I'm coming back. I promise. My work isn't done here yet. I just need to get re-motivated and rejuvenated. I need to gather the scattered pieces of my life. I will be useless otherwise. I really want to be Delta President. I don't know how to smoothly transition into that, but that is what I want. But not now necessarily. I don't know if I am mentally, spiritually ready for that. Deltas would be the only thing that would keep me here right now, and though I love them to death, it isn't worth the monetary cost. It would be too hard to be engaged in the school aspect which should be the main focus while at...well, school.

That's all I got. For now.


Oh, and my title...it's from a Five Iron Frenzy song. It was playing and I like it. Just so you know.

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